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11

May

Wild Days

 

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The shortest of my short stories, it took me all of one afternoon to finish writing it. Most of the story was written with eyes closed, as I had dreamt most of this story, and developed the idea in waking state, stealing from Stephen King and Bill Watterson!

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10

Mar

Himalayan Dreams - Rohtang Pass & Jispa.

Traveling is a brutality. It forces you to trust strangers and to lose sight of all that familiar comfort of home and friends. You are constantly off balance. Nothing is yours except the essential things – air, sleep, dreams, the sea, the sky – all things tending towards the eternal or what we imagine of it.

-

Cesare Pevase

The air in Manali is rare and pure, as if spewed and churned by the mountains of ice and fog that surround the town. Beas hugs the mountain feet fleetingly in her journey towards and beyond the hotel we were staying at. From the second floor window, we could see her dance her way to an unknown destination. She, like us, is only intent on traveling.

 We slept late and woke up late. I, for one, experienced a dreamless and easy sleep. A sure sign of the fact that you are actually living your dreams is that when you fall asleep, you fall into a dreamless state of being. For surely, you cannot dream within a dream!

The plan for the day was to ride as hard as we could to reach Pang. The 480 kilometers from Manali to Leh is a tough journey, as the increasing altitude and decreasing oxygen level affects the mind, the body and the bike. On this route, you will find four of the world’s highest motor able mountain passes – Baralacha La (4894 meters above sea level), Naki La (4740), Lachulung La (5065) and Tang Lang La (5360). Tang Lang La can be reached only by crossing the 40 kilometer long Morey Plains, a dustbowl of a valley that is filled with sand the consistency of talcum powder.

But before you reach these, we have to cross the first of the mountain passes – Rohtang Pass. 52 kilometers outside Manali, it’s about 11,000 feet above sea level. With a self-confidence that lead to ignorance, we decided we would be able to cross Rohtang pass in a few minutes and reach Pang by the end of the day’s ride.

The 52 kilometers to Rohtang was scenic, beautiful and interesting. As we climbed the steep roads to Gulaba, we noticed our bikes choking in the oxygen-depleted environment and the sheer cold. A little apprehensive about the bikes and the various climbs ahead, we stopped at Gulaba for a cup of tea. We found a tiny tent that offered tea and omelets, and decided to dig in. A sign board declared that we were at ten thousand feet above sea level. As I write this, I am looking at the notes written in my cell phone from this time. One note says –

Smoke from the tea mixes with the cold breath coming from my mouth and nose. Tea at 10000 feet! Place – Gulaba.

After taking a few pictures, we decided to ride on. When we reached the bottom of the pass, people stopped us and told us not to go on. We picked up words like ‘traffic jam’ and ‘landslide’ and ‘rain’ and ‘mud’, but didn’t give them too much attention. It was only when we reached the first of the bad roads that we realized we were in for the time of our lives! The road on Rohtang pass is not a road. It is a careful mix of mud and sludge and water. This is grinded, churned and pulped by the giant trucks that take up half the road, almost pushing the rest of us off the mountain. And when you feel the mud has reached the consistency of quick sand and find yourself knee deep in it with a bike between your legs, you have also got to contend with the traffic! Hundreds of bikes, cars, trucks and cyclists jostling with each other to cross the eight kilometers of quick-sand roads.

In this melee of adventurers, we found ourselves momentarily speechless. The climb was steep, the road looked more and more like a drying river bed, and the traffic was not moving at all. I think all of us mentally decided that either we count this as fun, as part of the experience we were wanting, or go through the eight kilometers painfully. This is important - that we learnt to ask ourselves what we’d like to take away from an experience. Even in day to day life, this act of self-analysis (of responding to an event instead of reacting to it) saves us a lot of bitterness that really does not exist. And there really is no place for bitterness and disappointment in a journey, especially considering the show the clouds and fogs of Rohtang were putting up for us. Standing at the edge of the road, staring into a deep ravine, watching clouds pass beneath us while tourists walked and cyclists squeezed through whatever gaps in the traffic they could find, are memories we’ll never forget.

And this attitude of optimism is driven home by the local people there - the people who witness these conditions everyday and live amidst them with a smile. One enterprising old man walked to the shoulder of a hairpin turn, cleared a little space for his small table, placed a large, clay pot filled with tea on top of it and started selling. He placed four chairs behind him and we immediately parked the bikes in the middle of the road to drink a cup of tea, relaxing on the chairs as the traffic struggled to move slowly. I guess one has to de-attach oneself from the situation one is in, from time to time, to gain a fresh perspective of his condition. If this is done often enough, he realizes that it’s really not that bad. The good and the bad are gently extricated from each other. Ultimately, one is simply thankful. For the condition, for the experience, for the new perspective.

We were joined by a couple of Bangaloreans and an Italian fellow who called himself Raaz. He had a helmet on with a camera attached to it, to record every moment of his trip. He regaled us with stories from his travels, told us about a Rastafarian he had dated for a while, and went on for some time about the advantages of freezing one’s sperm and storing it for posterity! We noticed that all the bikers became part of an uninitiated family, from Rohtang pass onwards. Strangers, when on bikes, become friends here, we realized. We shared a common zeal, the same yearnings, the same spirit and the same destination. I am sure that we are all not the same in any other respect, in any other moment of our lives, but at that time, sharing the same time-space, we were united. We all recognized this instantly. There is no explanation of why and what creates this bond – we are just in it. And this was reflected in the way everyone biker smiled or waved at another biker as they’d pass each other. In the slippery mud someone would fall along with his bike, and we’d all rush to help him out. And every time an exhausted biker would stop his bike near the small tea shop on the shoulder of Rohtang, we’d all congratulate him for making it this far, encourage him and order a cup of ‘chai’. This is another kind of camaraderie, one without introduction or continuation, but still memorable.

Eventually, it took us four hours to get out of the maze of mud and magic and we got out to come face to face with a wall of ice! In the gray mist, we discerned a huge cascade of water that had frozen in places. It cut through the ice and cut under the road and rolled on towards the ravine. We stopped here for some pictures (see below), filled our bottles with the mountain water, and started riding again.

If the 4 hours on Rohtang hadn’t tired us, the fact that Karizma’s back tire waspunctured in the melee, that 3 had to ride the bike standing, and by putting all his weight on the front tire for 21 kilometers before we could find a mechanic, that the mechanic didn’t know how to fix a flat tire (!!), that 3, Moham and I fixed it and that Pang seemed like a distant dream, really did it for us. I think we had realized by then that Pang was unreachable that night. We had decided Sarchu would be attainable, but after all of that, Sarchu also seemed beyond reach.

We decided to ride as far as we could. Along the way, we reached Tandi. Tandi has the last petrol station along the highway, until you reach Leh. A signboard near the station clearly states this (see below). We crossed Tandi and Keylong, and reached the surprisingly smooth roads of Jispa. To our right and left we saw huge mountains enveloping us, the darkening sky only a sliver between them. The river ran parallel along the road, and in between the road and the river, we saw the Jispa Tent Camp, a scenic, picnic-y spot filled with large tents, glowing in the dark like large fireflies with lights turned on inside them.

We exited the highway into the camp, and asked for a place to stay. We got a tent for the four of us for eight hundred rupees – money well spent. The visual imagery was amazing. The tent opened right onto the river, behind which was a grey, rocky mountain, behind which were further grey, rocky mountains. If you followed the line of the road, you could see the village of Jispa far away. As twilight lost to the night, the stars came out. Until then, I had never seen such luminance in them. In a few days, the stars of Jispa would be beaten by the stars of Morey Plains… but that’s another story.

For now, we ate our dinner in the community tent, sharing our meal with the other travelers there. It was cold, but the mountains protected us from the worst of it. We walked along the river, unable to see it in the darkness, but listening to it. I think this is important - to experience a natural phenomenon with a different sense from time to time; to see the lightning instead of just hearing the thunder, to get wet in the rain instead of just watching it. 

19

Jan

Himalayan Dreams - Manali.

Life is partly what we make it, and partly what it is made by the friends we choose.

-

Tennessee Williams

We reached Delhi on the morning of the 25th, just as planned. We got the bikes out of the luggage compartment and rolled them out to the rear entry of the famous Hazrat Nizamuddin Station.  Moham kept up a running commentary on Hazrat Nizamuddin and told us he’d like to visit the dargah (Mosque) when we return to Delhi on our way back.

Outside the station, standing clueless under the hot Delhi sun, we realized our bikes needed petrol (gas), as we had emptied the tanks before loading them on the train, as per Railway rules. Moham and Sumanth decided to get it from a gas station nearby and 3 and I decided to stay with the bikes and luggage.

At which point both of them immediately got into trouble, which was expected. J Being Moham and Sumanth is like being Laurel & Hardy, although both of them are thin in this case. Moham was stopped by a traffic cop as soon as he entered the main roads. Reason? The pillion (Sumanth) was not wearing a helmet. This is easily remedied, except the cop asked for Moham’s driving license. Moham realized he had the license in his bag, which was with us. So he sent Sumanth back to get the license, and Sumanth promptly got lost!


It took us an hour to find each other in the narrow bylanes behind Nizamuddin and an hour more of profuse sweating under the sweltering heat, some swearing and a lot of craziness to resolve all confusions and hit the road. But when we did hit the roads of Delhi, all of this melted away in the excitement of simply being there. Being where we had planned of being. We saw Indraprastha Park, Sanchi Stupa and The Red Fort on our way to NH 1. Somewhere along that highway, after getting through the snarling traffic of Delhi, we entered the state of Haryana. We crossed Sonipat and Panipat (the sight of Akbar’s famous battle where he won the Sultanate of Delhi for the Mughals) and Kurukshetra (sight of another famous battle). It was high noon when we stopped in a Coffee Day in Sonipat to relax and ran into a Kannadiga working in that Coffee Day! He was as happy to see us as we were to see him!

The National Highway is very well kept, and it was a pleasure riding on the dark, neat tarmac. We maintained an easy pace of 80-100 kilometers an hour, and reached Chandigarh around 6.30 PM. In the spreading darkness of summer dusk, we fell in love with the roads of that city. As a traveler, one encounters many types of roads. My feelings are that each road has its own charm, and no road is ever thought to be bad by a true traveler. Every road is an experience… just another experience. And the roads in Chandigarh are a rider’s delight. Smooth, angled, dark, textured – I can go on and wax poetic about them. But they are still no match for the rugged tyranny of Ladakhi roads so I will keep some of my vocabulary saved for when we reach Ladakh.

We lost our way in the city a little bit, which we weren’t complaining about, but by the time we hit the highway to Manali again, it was night, and stomachs and bikes were grumbling. Along the highway, outside a village whose name is forgotten, we stopped at a Punjabi dhaba. The owner was a short, round, Punjabi man, with a blue turban and a large black beard. His father, with a larger, flowing white beard, stared at us as we ordered food. When he was satisfied with us, he returned to watching his TV soap.

After a heavy dinner of deliciously hot Alu Paratha with loads of butter, we weren’t ready to move. But we had to find a place to sleep. We had a conference and decided we‘d ask the owner if he had any cots to sleep on, the kind that is usually reserved for tired truck drivers. He replied in his sing song Punjabi, and said he could provide us with four cots at fifty rupees per night!

So there we were, under a dark Punjab sky, right outside a dhaba run by a cherub of a Punjabi man, lying on four wooden cots not fifteen feet from the national highway but still in the middle of nowhere, legs straining but faces smiling… tired but content! The spirit of that night was camaraderie. We met this spirit again in Jispa and in Zing Zing Bar, in the middle of Morey Plains under the gaping black silence of the Milky Way and in Pang when Moham went to sleep absolutely positive that he wouldn’t wake up the next morning. This spirit, this camaraderie between friends, is what we are secretly looking for when we escape from routine and throw ourselves into the unknown.

*

We were awoken early next morning by a large, cacophonic Punjabi family, shouting for Paratha and Tea. The owner, who had slept around the same time as we had after finishing all the work in the kitchen (around 1.30 AM) was already awake and serving hot dishes to his guests. Bleary eyed, I looked at my watch to find that it was just about five in the morning, but the sun was almost completely out of the holds of the horizon.

As we got up and readied ourselves for the ride ahead, a train passed by right behind the dhaba! We were sleeping less than two hundred feet from a set of railway tracks! Amazed, we sat on the cots and stared at the highway, the dhaba, the tracks and the clear blue sky (see pics below). Breakfast was Gobi Paratha with pickles and onions, and while we were munching on these, we were joined by two farmers on their tractors. We exchanged our stories, and they surprised us with this one – They had actually traveled all the way down from Chandigarh to Bangalore on the tractors you see in the pictures below. I asked them if I could take a picture on them, and they happily obliged.

Riding again, we found the terrain changing steadily. As soon as we entered Himachal Pradesh, the roads inclined, and it started to drizzle. 3 and I had bought these water-proof ponchos that we were itching to test, and we finally got the chance. For twenty minutes. After that, it was pleasantly cloudy, the roads and trees were now a shade darker because of the rain, and this is just how I like it. J Nature threatened to rain until we stopped for lunch at Mandi.

My hippocampus is filled with so many memories of the trip that I am afraid that I will miss sharing a story, an experience…a memory. I really wish I could sit you down under the awning of a giant Banyan tree and share this story. We would talk for hours, you and I, back and forth, and in this way all my memories may have been properly presented. If and when our roads cross, remind me to do this. Stories are better shared eye to eye.

But for now, I must tell you of our experience in Mandi. As we were finishing lunch, the owner of the small restaurant came to us and asked us if we’d like to see something interesting. We nodded in unison. He asked us to follow him and he took us behind the restaurant, to the backyard. If there was a garden, it must’ve been hidden behind a thick overgrowth of wild weed and Parthenium. We looked around and spotted nothing interesting. The owner was smiling. He plucked at a leaf from a nearby plant and showed it to us, saying, ‘Bhaang.’

We understood.

He held in his hand a spring of Marijuana. The five petals of the green leaf glistened in his hand as he showed it to us. We ooh-ed and aah-ed and asked him if he had ever tried the stuff. He grinned in response, but didn’t exactly acknowledge the question.

Bhaang or Marijuana is a grey area in India, especially in the north. I am not exactly sure what the legal status is, but it is used widely during some festivals in India, especially Holi. Our contact with the drug grew more and more frequent from here on. Now that we were acquainted, we spotted the weed everywhere. It is as common to spot a plant of Marijuana up north as it is to find Parthenium here down south. I learnt later that there are different species of the plant which offer different ‘experiences’. To those who are curious about this world – more on this later.  Highly important things needed to be taken care of first – we hadn’t had a shower in three and a half days!

We couldn’t shower in the train for two days and we couldn’t shower the entire time we were riding from Delhi to Chandigarh. While we could’ve done it in the Dhaba, it wasn’t especially an inducing idea. We decided we would have to push it to Manali at least, where proper rooms had been booked.

However, as we crossed a picturesque little town somewhere along that blessed highway we witnessed the majestic Beas River flowing with all her strength under an aging bridge, we decided this would be a great place to jump in.

We parked the bikes on the side of the road, just beyond the bridge, and waited for Sumanth, who was tagging behind somewhere, camera clicking away. We found a small tea shop hidden behind a truck that was parked near us and decided it was a good time for a cup of tea. But what we realized a little later was that the truck hid us from the road, so Sumanth wouldn’t be able to see us and stop, and wouldn’t know to stop!

Moham and I realized this in unison, leapt out of the tea shop and ran onto the road from behind the truck just to see Sumanth speeding away, descend a small road, cross a bridge and disappear behind another curve of the mountain highway. Our shouts barely reached him, and there was no network available on our cell phones to call him back.

Crumbling, narrow stone steps lead us down to the raging river. Beas was foaming with a fury that deafened our laughter. Sumanth had been desperate for a cleansing bath, as were we, but he had narrowly missed out. Imagining him riding into the unknown foothills of the Himalayas, searching for us while we enjoyed a relaxing and stimulating bath tickled us. But the punch line of the joke was delivered when we finally reached the hotel in Manali.

3 tied a line of rope from the door of the room to the window overlooking the Beas River. On this rope, we put to dry all the clothes that had become wet when we were splashing around in the river. A marquee of wet clothes stretched right across the room but Sumanth never thought to question it. :D

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22

Dec

Himalayan Dreams - Delhi.

A journey is best measured in friends rather than miles.

-

Tim Cahill

 

Saturday, July 23rd 2011 must have dawned bright and shiny, but we were all busy sleeping to witness the sunrise. The previous night, I had packed my bag and brought it to the office, so that I could come to my friend’s (Manoj) house directly. Before leaving home, I had logged on to the internet to check the train departure time. We had decided to reach Delhi by train1. The train would also take care of the three bikes we wanted to take on the trip. The website told me the train would leave at 12:45 PM, Saturday.

By 9 in the morning, we had a billion things to do, but hadn’t even crossed out the waking up part. I had been half-awake and half-frustrated since six in the morning trying to wake everybody up, but no one would listen. Eventually, and painfully, all the zombies began moving around, gathering speed, energy and focus at snail’s pace. I mumbled angrily at everyone and informed them once again that we had now only two hours to get to the station (The Yeshwanthpur Railway Station in Bangalore – exactly on the opposite end of where we were), to get the bikes signed, checked, packed and loaded, finish whatever minor shopping remained, and get ourselves on the train.

I worked everyone up into a frenzied and irritated mood, including myself. We decided it was best to split up. One group would take the bikes to the station with the help of another friend, and Moham and I would finish the shopping and reach the station as soon as possible. The first group left, leaving Moham and I behind, trying to start the bike. The bike (Manoj’s bike – the very same bike that had carried us majestically on the trip to Kemmengundi) wouldn’t start! And when it did start, it would go a few hundred meters before stopping again. My nerves were already frayed and this was not helping. Moham was still cool, trying to get the bike fixed.

It fixed itself after a lot of kicking and didn’t give us further problems, but it did delay us. Through all of this, I was trying to reach Sumanth, who hadn’t spent the night with us and was still incommunicado. Somewhere in the middle of buying four pairs of cheap slippers, he called. He was near the railway station. I called him thirty minutes later, and he was still near the station, but hadn’t reached!

All in all, it wasn’t a very happy me that reached the station at 12:25. Thribhuvan (3) and Manoj were already in the process of getting the bikes packed, and had finished all the paperwork. We took the bikes behind the station to get them parceled for the three day train ride, and the man there asked us to cough up a twelve hundred rupees more to pack the three bikes. After a bit of bargaining, we agreed upon three hundred per bike.

So in the end, it cost us exactly six thousand rupees to transport three bikes from Bangalore to Delhi. This is still cheaper than renting a bike in Delhi or Manali. Bikes out of Delhi are being rented at anywhere between Rs. 600 – 1300 a day.

While that was being taken care of, I went around looking for the train. There was a train to Delhi on the same platform that I was on, but the number on it was different. A little apprehensive, I went down to the enquiry, and found 3, Sumanth, Manoj and Moham standing there, talking about the very same thing.

Where’s the train, they ask me. It should have been here by now, I say. We all turn around and approach the enquiry counter. The man there says, ‘That train? That won’t be here until 10.20.’

‘But it’s already almost 1 in the afternoon’, I say, a little hysteric.

‘I meant ten in the night, son. Show me your ticket…’, he says. I hand him the ticket printout that I’ve got.

‘Yeah, this train will leave at 22.20. You must have got it mixed up with this other train, as the train numbers are so similar.’

At that moment, I froze. I didn’t want to turn around to face my friends, all of whom I had hassled, irritated, rushed, scolded and shouted at to get to the station nine hours before the train would actually arrive!

But I had to turn. And face them. I broke into a smile, and they burst out laughing. They grabbed me and hit me mockingly, all the time laughing it up. I was embarrassed, but if you ever do a mistake, it is best to do it in the presence of your best friends. They can make you feel good even about a mistake.

What better way to start a journey than a silly story such as this? As we mulled around the station, illegally using the first class lounge in the station, I realized there was a very important lesson for me to learn from this experience. There was no point pushing for things and forgetting to enjoy the experience of it all. I was panicky, pushy and not being a good traveler that morning. And the train timing incident was just the slap in the face I needed to wake me up and actually taste the excitement of the trip, rather than worry about particulars. I learnt that day that it was enough that I was with friends, about to embark on a life changing journey, and the fact that I had messed up the beginning WAS the whole point. The only thing I was doing wrong was that I wasn’t enjoying the experience.

Personally, it was the best thing to happen before the trip. I’d have been just as stuck on the entire trip, and probably wouldn’t have enjoyed it as much as I did. A traveler has to leave his old self behind, like a piece of luggage you wouldn’t need on the trip. What they really mean when they ask you travel light is to leave home minus the ego. Become a new person.

We were excited when the train finally rolled into the platform and we climbed into it after making sure our bikes were also loaded. Traveling with friends in a train has a romance of its own. On the train, there was nothing to do except be with friends all the time, talk, pull each other’s leg and stare through the window at the varied sights of Hindustan in wonder and awe. The journey to Delhi on the train was unhurried. I tried imbibing this spirit into me, the spirit of not hurrying, of not being intent on arriving, with an objective of better experiencing the minute moments of the trip that occur suddenly, like the flash of a falling star in the darkest of nights, and disappear just as quickly. And as the train chugged along the heart of this land, holding us in its arms like a machine trying to distill things, this spirit rose to the top of our emotions and everything else was left behind.

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14

Dec

Ladakhi Dreams - Planning.

At no time are we ever in such complete possession of a journey, down to its last nook and cranny, as when we are busy with preparations for it.

- Yukio Mishima.

With confidence drawn from Mishima’s famous words, we started planning THE trip. Sitting on a small stone sipping a small cup of tea in a small tea shop in the small city of Mysore (may it forever remain as peaceful as it is now), it is hard to imagine biking across the lofty Himalayan peaks of Ladakh. It is one thing to repeatedly talk about THE trip, to become misty-eyed about feeling the crunch of the tire on snow-white snow, and an altogether different thing to actually go out and plan it, so that those very imaginations become a reality.

Our planning began with research – countless hours spent drooling over biking forums reading about Ladakh, looking at pictures, learning from the experience of people who had already been there. Day on day, month on month, a plan began to take shape. First, a date was decided. You can’t be planning a biking trip to Ladakh when the mountain passes are closed due to bad weather. We decided that the last week of July was our best option, in terms of availability of leaves from office and the weather situation north of Manali. We settled on Saturday, July 23rd 2011 to start our journey.

Once the ‘When’ was decided, we needed to work out the ‘How’. Obviously, we wanted to ride to Ladakh on iron steeds, but how do we get them there, was the question? We couldn’t ride all the way from Mysore to Delhi to Manali to Leh! We thought of renting bikes in Delhi or Manali, but the cost to rent a bike per day is steep. Transporting bikes to Delhi via the very train we were traveling seemed like a good option, and we went ahead with that.

Pre-trip shopping was also taking place simultaneously. Thribhuvan and I went over to a military store in Bangalore (Please contact me for the name of the store, so that it doesn’t look like I am advertising) and bought ourselves a Military Shemagh, a military-camo Balaclava mask and some elastic cords to tie our luggage with. In retrospect, the balaclava, the cords and the plastic garbage bags were the most useful pre-trip purchases. The large, black plastic bags are especially useful when it rains – we used them to cover our bags when it rained, and even when it didn’t, as the highway can be dusty. The plastic bags also helped protect our luggage from the mud bath (also read as quick sand) that is Rohtang Pass.

As always, the ‘Who’ was decided only in the final few days. All in all, Thribhuvan, Mohammed, Sumanth and I were the lucky four who had been seemingly ordained to take up the expedition to the edge of human imagination. Ladakh is most definitely the final frontier when it comes to biking. The four hundred and eighty kilometer odd journey through wild roads, lofty mountain passes, the oxygen-deprived atmosphere, the early sunrise and the late sunsets, through Morey plains, through the cold, frostbite-causing winds and the direct sun-stroke causing sun and across the highest motor-able road in the world in Khardung-La, is not a laughing matter. Especially when the only way to get in touch with all that adrenalin is by crossing four hours of horrible road on Rohtang Pass. You’ll see.

Then we decided on the places we’d see once we were in Leh. We had to see Pangong Tso, on virtue of it being one of the most beautiful lakes you’d ever see. The water changes to a different shade of blue almost every hour of the day. We also wanted to bike through to Tso Moriri and Tso Kar, which were part of forest reservation in Ladakh district, but we eventually didn’t make it. We also couldn’t visit Hundar and ride on the double-humped camels in the cold desert beyond Khardung La.

So once the planning was done, there were a hundred minute changes that took place. But let me not talk about the imperfections on this post. Not yet. For now, let us assume that all the planning is done, to the last ‘nook and cranny’ as Mishima puts it. For now, the trip is being played out in the mind, with mental images being formed based on what the eye has riveted upon on Google’s Image search. For now, everything can go wrong, because for now the plan is perfect and there is only one way to go from there. For now there is a thrill and an excitement and a pulsing beat somewhere deep, deep within, a beat that is not from the heart, but from the soul. And in those moments before our journey actually began, we were in complete possession of it.

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Some facts:

Trip Route:

Bangalore - Delhi (RN)- Panipat - Kurukshetra - Chandigarh (N)- Rupnagar - Mandi - Sundarnagar - Bhakra - Kullu - Manali (N/RN)- Rohtang Pass - Khoksar (RN)- Keylong - Tandi - Jispa (N)- Sarchu - Gata Loops - Naki La - Lachulung La - Morey Plains - Pang (N/RN)- Tanglang La - Rhumtsey - Karu - Shey - Leh (N,N,N) - Chang La - Pangong Tso - Leh - Magnetic Hill - Leh - Khardung La - Leh - Bangalore.

N – We stayed overnight at this place.

RN – We stayed overnight at this place on the return trip.

Dates: July 23rd - August 6th, 2011. We landed in Bangalore on Friendship Day, which was a wonderful coincidence, as all our friends had come down to meet us, after which we promptly started (unknowingly) the most awesome friendship day party ever. It was only after the party ended that we realized it was friendship day!

Total distance traveled: ~7800 KM.

Total distance traveled on Bikes: ~ 3200 KM.

No. of Bikes: 3 (Hero Honda Karizma, Bajaj Pulsar, Yamaha FZ)

RyDers: Thribhuvan (3), Mohammed (Moham), Sumanth and I.

Cameras: 2 (Both very nice Nikons)

No. of Photos and videos: Ummm… 18.8 Gigabytes worth!

Highest point reached: Khardung La – 18380 ft above sea level.

Lowest point reached: Mentally, the lowest point reached was the few minutes after Rohtang Pass, watching Sumanth go back to Keylong alone, and when we returned to Delhi.

Best place to drink tea: At Khardung-La and at a small tea shop at a lovely place with a lovely name - ‘Gulaba’ - Tea at 10,000 feet.

Longest Distance traveled without refueling: Tandi to Leh (365 KM).

Repairs: Karizma’s back tire was punctured immediately after the craziness at Rohtang Pass. And Yamaha FZ just gave up trying to climb Baralacha-La, at which point we had to load it up in a truck along with Sumanth and send it back 86 KMs to Keylong to get it repaired. But that’s another post. 

The accompanying picture will give you an idea on how exactly we planned the trip:

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08

May

The Hourglass Syndrome.

https://acrobat.com/#d=Py1yGgmDRTfYVG2853zLUA

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The longest of my short stories, it took me months and months of research and understanding to complete. I needed to understand myself to write this. So its doubly special. As in all my writings, a lot of emphasis is given to particular words and their meanings, as I believe I am driven to write stories that attach a lot of significance to the quest for deeper meaning.

Your thoughts, views and criticism are sincerely appreciated. I am hoping only to improve.

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Thank you.

Rohit

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02

Jan

Tamanna

तमन्ना


Kabhi kabhi dil chahta hai,

Ke jo saanson mein beychain si aahat hai

Vo Labzon se utarkar unke dil par gire,

Jaise aasman ke paahadon se machal aati hai,

Ek nadi ankahi kinaro tak.

 

Aaj bas ek khwahish hai,

Ek Tamanna hai,

Ke jo neendon mein jagaa tha hai,

Dinon ko uski yaadon mein jalatha hai,

Vo unhi nadiyon ke kinaro par kaheen ek pal mil jaayen,

Kabhi unhi khwabon ke raston mein ek pal teherjayen,

Kabhi unhi dinon ke baarish mein raat ka intezar karti jaayen.

 

Magar ab bas khwahish ka zor hai

Yardasht ki mazboori hai

Aankhon mein aasan aasoon aate hai,

Aur mushkil se chale jaate hai.

 

Hasseen nahi, aur hai nahi yakeen.

Uski yaadein hai mann par fauj talwaron ki,

Deewaron par tasveer hai kayeen uski

Magar uske mann main tasveer hai deewaron ki.

टी+

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11

Dec

Bamboo-Speak.

Have you heard the Bamboo’s speak?

When among their brethren they musically creak?

It is the sound of Earth, the language of nature,

Whispering to the silence, their magnificent stature.

 

In colors of yellow, of cream and of green,

They sing to the winds, of the heard and the seen.

Creaking like great ships on great oceans far,

They cry of the fate of the Earth to the stars.

 

Their lament is a tale of mourning and pity,

Of the end of their reign and the end of jungle-city!

But above all they cry, tears of Earth and wood,

For its a pity to speak and not be understood.

 

I stand and listen to the Bamboo sing,

In Bamboo-Speak, with its mystic ring,

These are the words they want us to hear -

In the hopes that we will at least shed a tear:

 

The rivers now speak the language of sands.

The proud ice now heats to cold tears.

The oceans now rise to drink up these lands,

Where courage is ruled by fear.

 

Birds now eat a plastic meal,

Turtles drink from oil spills.

This ancient land refuses to heal,

In the wake of things that man kills.

 

Fires now burn what once was green,

The grey smoke shades the moon’s white sheen,

Night rises for life on planet Earth,

It will fail to survive in its own dearth.

 

Guardians of Gaia, you have been warned.

The Earth will survive, you will not be mourned.

I will regenerate, I have so much time.

But you will have to pay for the crime.

 

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Inspired in part by the massive Bamboo shoots growing on Kuruwa Island, Kerala, and in part by words spoken by Oren Lyons in the documentary - The 11th Hour:

“What if we choose to eradicate ourselves from this Earth, by whatever means? The Earth goes nowhere. And in time, it will regenerate, and all the lakes will be pristine. The rivers, the waters, the mountains, everything will be green again. It’ll be peaceful. There may not be people, but the Earth will regenerate. And you know why? - Because the Earth has all the time in the world and we don’t. So I think that’s where we’re at, right now.”

22

Nov

Firefly.

Sometimes, love happens in little parcels of moments. It need not be the love of your life…it can just be with a person you share a sudden understanding with. An understanding that speaks to both of you across the silence, through the same tunnel that connects your souls to each other - for minute seconds, you are double in your identity and your reflection is as real as you are, because you find that reflection in a person as real as you are.

You can take this understanding forward, explore the richness of the moment and wander in wonder through this human connection. Or you can smile. And choose to let it pass from time, but not fade from memory.

I saw my first real Firefly last Saturday. I saw it for a clear second, but then it disappeared in the almost Sumi-e like darkness that was spreading in the background. It flickered to life again, dancing around the dark leaves of a tree. The Firefly’s light is its song. I don’t know if it can sing with its voice. But if it can’t sing to our ears, it sings to our eyes.

There are 2 kinds of love, then. The one described above is like that Firefly. And the other love is the one that extends and lasts forever, its heat gently dying in the embers of its own ashes - Always capable of creating another spark. This one is the ‘Fire’.

The ‘Firefly’ love has 2 characteristics:

  1. It needs you to understand and it needs your complete presence. The song of the light is seen, not heard. Similarly, love such as this has to be felt. You have to be silent, or you will miss it. In these moments are hidden life’s simplest treasures, the one that is now difficult to share on social networks.
  2. It appears and disappears in just the same way as the Firefly. A connection with another human on an intimate level creates a spark akin to a supernova. It is felt deep, it is remembered long, but it is not entertained by time for long.

The leaves around which the Firefly sung belonged to a tree that is a habitat of bats. They accompany darkness and always prefer to fly left when exiting a cave, which somehow feels like a negative trait. A bat swooped down on my Firefly friend, and snuffed out the light for a final time.

Our connection lasted mere seconds. The memory of my first Firefly will be with me forever. What is learnt from this experience is that ‘Firefly’ love is as important as ‘Fire’ love. It enriches our day to day lives, creating meaning in our relationships, gives us an understanding and an inight into the emotional psyche of another human (or being).

In my mind’s eyes, I can see the Firefly sing. And I don’t believe that its just a personal obsession with optimism that leads me to see only the light, and not the surrounding darkness, not the bats.

There is something higher.

01

Nov

The Ambigram Project.